itwasjustadream

i'm so sorry i've been gone! i've been busy and caught up in summer. i have lots of pictures to share with you guys and i promise to have them up soon! thanks guys <3

i'm going on a cruise! i'm so so so excited. my friend kristy and i, along with my grandmother (who i live with) and a friend of hers are going. the cruise starts in spain and goes to italy and france. it's a week long and i am so looking forward to getting out of my boring city! the only problem - the flight to spain from here is 16 hours. and i have a terrible fear of flying. it just started like, a year ago too. it's really weird but i'm so scared that the plane will crash. and even though i know how unlikely that is, i'm still so afraid. :/ it's terrible. but i'll have my ipod, a book, and my friend to distract me. hopefully it works. a

because high school SUCKS. and it's only my first year. three more to go. i don't know if i can take it. i'm not trying to be negative or anything.. and it isn't the work that kills me. it's the DRAMA. man. girls are so DRAMATIC. sometimes i'm ashamed to be one. all they want to do is create stupid arguments. and sometimes.. they don't. they just stop being your friend all together. shamelessly. they couldn't care less. they'll tell you you're they BFF forever and ever one moment and then go stab you in the freaking back. it's gone on now for THREE years.. since seventh grade people. back then i let it bother me. i lost every friend i had b